SHARED

yung feeling na naluluha ka sa pagbasa ng mga nagdaang funny conversation with a friend you used to talk to everyday. feeling luka dahil natatawang naiiyak o.O wahh…

nakakamiss LANG naman kasi =,>

dahil di pa kayang maulit… babalikbalikan KO na lang muna 0:)

o.o

Dear my REASON,

                I miss those times how our conversation started; I remember how you made “papansin” to me before. I miss feeling the spark of our friendship. Those first times I spent with you, and I really do love it. I miss how I laugh at your corny jokes.  I miss how we share our past and daily experiences, and of course our thoughts and feelings.  Hoping I could still do that again…with you. But I don’t know how. It even confuses me if it’s still necessary or would it just be ridiculous. I want to be by your side, to cheer you up whenever you’re feeling down, I really do. We had our closeness for just a really short time. I don’t know the reason behind that. I’m not bothered anymore, I’m just missing you. I do want to see you, especially when you’re happy with your cool and nice friends. That’s why it had been easy for me to let go of you, coz you’ve got them. But you know what my friend, about the “regrets”… a lot. I knew from the moment I had my farewell I would regret a lot of things but I just had to let go coz you’ve given up. It hurts but insisting it would just hurt me more, coz it’ll hurt you. I’ve just brought you pain and I don’t like it even though I didn’t mean it. I had to say it to you just to clear it out, coz I don’t trust my annoyance I know you’re my friend and you’re not to fool me or anyone. I never thought that it would just make you mad(even you’ve told me you’ll never get mad at me), it even made you hurt me(even though you’ve told me that you can never hurt me). That really hurts. I just made you do something you said you can never do. You’ve been at your weakest point because of me. I told you I’ll be you’re angel, but I think I’ve just forsaken you. I’m sorry for that. I am happy, I really am but not with the situation of the two of us now. But I’m trying to be happy for it coz I know you don’t want me to be sad. I really do miss you friend. I hope we could still continue our time capsule, have our laugh and food trips again and again, continue our guitar lessons, do the activities we planned to do, travel together with your car, visit Robi from Calaca, sabay umuwi mapajeep, bus o sa kotse mo man, talk about architecture, God, live, love, people etc., get to know each other more, and be a close friend to each other again. I wanna share to you my experiences from the days that passed, especially how I’m having a conversation with my crush, Brylle, how I spent Valentine’s Day, kung pano nahuhulog lalo loob ko okay Aerico, and I wanna ask you about your new hairstyle. But I really don’t know how. You know what my friend, others say that you might be really special to me, someone even asked me if you would be courting me would you have a chance…my answer: yes. You are special to me my friend, you really are and you’ll always be amazing for me. Yes, I really have my feelings for Aerico but I can’t deny that when you came into my life, I doubted and it felt not right coz it felt like my love is not being unconditional. I felt some spark whenever I was with you, but still our friendship is stronger. I was afraid to give it a try coz I know you also couldn’t do something for your feelings for me, and I understand that. I don’t even want you for courtship even though you’ve got a chance coz I know what you’ve just experienced; I don’t want to bring you more pain and I know it would be hard for you. Besides we were really happy with our friendship though there sometimes you were feeling unwell because of your feelings for me. I’m your angel, and I don’t want you to get hurt. I love you my friend and I really enjoy your company but if it’ll just make you feel not well, I’m willing to let go even though it hurts. And so I did. I know it hurts you too, but I know you’ll be much happier someday. And I hope one day, when we’re ready to be friends again we’ll better and so the time will be. I’m proud that I used to be close to an amazing friend like you. I miss you my PF, be happy, may God bless you and be with you always. And just for you to know, I haven’t quitted yet I’m still your angel not that close but still active praying for you. I hope I have the guts to tell you this directly but, again I don’t know how. You may not even be able to read this but it’s alright. wahh ang formal ga, para ako ewan hahah. basta, alam ko rin naman umokay ka na and I just want you to be happy. That’s all my friend, this time I’m sure. smile:)

Love,

You’re angel

I miss the sound of your voice
And I miss the rush of your skin
And I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in

If I could walk on water, If I could tell you what’s next
Make you believe, make you forget

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just throw me down hard
And drown me in love

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just throw me down hard
And drown me in love

I miss the sound of your voice
The loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet,
perfect words that you said

If I could walk on water, if i could tell you what’s next,
make you believe, make you forget

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just to throw me down hard
And drown me in love

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips 
Just to throw me down hard
And drown me in love

I miss the pull of your heart
I can taste the sparks on your tongue
I see angels and devils
And God
when you come on 
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on - HOLD
Singing shalala la
Singing shalala lala
Ooooooo
Ooooooo
Oooooooooooooooo

Come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just to throw me down hard
And drown me in love

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just to throw me down hard
And drown me, drown me in love

(come on get higher, loosen my lips)It’s all wrong
(faith and desire at the swing of your hips)It’s all wrong
(just to throw me down hard and drown me in love)It’s all right

So, come on, get higher
Come on, get higher
‘Cause everything works love
Everything works in your arms

wala lang0:)<3

wala lang, naalala ko lang nung dati. nakarelate lang sa shinare nang luka na friend WAHH… as a girl naman nga kasi talaga, masakit sa pride gumawa ng first move…lalo na kung pakiramdam pa’y may feelings na di masabi, di marinig….tinatago.